Let’s Not Be Worried About Tomorrow
I know it’s hard
As a human being, I always think about tomorrow. My present is fully occupied for my future. It feels like I am consumed by all the dreams that at some point, it feels like climbing the ladder but I never know where is the top. I feel like climbing the mountain, but there is no summit there, just keep climbing and look up the top. I keep moving without knowing what is exactly I am moving too. I feel like I am losing my present to catch the future.
Adulting is quite hard for me. Especially life after graduation where we start to set our own anchor, the direction that we want to. I feel like I am losing my self so many times and do whatever it takes to make myself feel a bit better. When my head is clearer, I can always find things to be grateful for. But, it is not always clear, some days are harder than the other.
I am worried too much. I am afraid of not being as I wanted, but what I wanted is always changed. I am trying so hard not to be worried about tomorrow, to live my now.
